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November 6, 2010 by Bewitched Southern Fox Comments (3)

I am just going to open the internal door of my heart and let the pain flood out in the form of words. I haven't said much lately, due to being busy with my life in general. Back sometime in May, my grandmother or as I knew her as "my abuelita" had died. To give you a clue on what kind of woman she was, She was an enchantingly ... (more)

My Recovery from the Flu/Bronchitis/Whatever it really is.

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October 24, 2010 by Bewitched Southern Fox Comments (3)

I've been very ill with some sort of mix of flu and bronchitis. I've been out of my office for almost the entire work week. I've taken all my medication accordingly and my deep prayer is that I will be fine during tomorrow's shift. My voice is my greatest asset at my occupation and without it, there is not much one can do. It felt like a ... (more)

Am I becoming afraid to leave the house?

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October 21, 2010 by Bewitched Southern Fox Comments (1)

I've been sick all week. I've been to the doctor's office twice this week for the flu and got loaded up on all sorts of medications. Enough to where I drew stars on the lids on my normal Bipolar type 2 medicated and large dots on the perscription lids of new medication for the flu. Don't get me wrong, I love being home and having the opportunity ... (more)

Heart on the shelf

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October 15, 2010 by Bewitched Southern Fox Comments (2)

All I know is that lately I put my heart on a shelf. I don't want to keep it on shelf forever. There is a man I think I love, but I am not sure whether I should open myself up to him. I guess, the fantasy concept of him being an U.S. Army Military Police Officer is that he could protect me, provide for me a stable environment, and love me ... (more)

Fragile

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October 2, 2010 by Bewitched Southern Fox Comments (2)

Ever since the fall out with the NAMI Peer Specialist, I've been feeling more fragile than usual. Mainly due to the fact this was person I was suppose to trust. It is just strange in my opinion and it makes me feel a severe lack of trust for the local NAMI group. Not NAMI as a whole. I've been debating the issue of leaving the local NAMI group, ... (more)

Growl

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September 28, 2010 by Bewitched Southern Fox Comments (5)

Honestly, I am so absolutely fucking pissed off that this bears to be blogged... In the local NAMI group that exists in my area, there are some individuals awaiting their NAMI Peer Specialist examination results. One of the nominees was a friend of mine. Today, I received a phone call in the middle of the afternoon from th daughter of one of the ... (more)

Magick Charm

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September 24, 2010 by Bewitched Southern Fox Comments (0)

All right... I did something completely out of character. Normally, I wouldn't do this for anyone, but something told me to do it. The typical modern witch's rule of thumb is that you do magick for others when it is in genuine need and tonight, I did. Before I get all the Christian hateful commentary--- Let me explain why I did a Dutch Hex ... (more)

Curious Mind

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September 17, 2010 by Bewitched Southern Fox Comments (3)

What is DBT? What does DBT do in the sense of therapy? ( Please list some therapy exercise examples ) What is the difference between CBT and DBT? How effective is DBT compared to CBT? What kind of people are best candidates for DBT?

Mood Chart Part 2

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September 14, 2010 by Bewitched Southern Fox Comments (1)

2:00 PM - OK. Niether depressed or maniac. 4:00PM - Anxious maniac. Mainly worried about getting enough surveys. 6:00PM - Depressed. I found out a co-worker was ranked supremely high due to her Bell Curve Survey quota score. I started to silently cry at my desk while working. 8:00PM - Depressed. Trying to get as many surveys as I can despite ... (more)

Bipolar type 2 Mix phase Mood Chart (9-13-2010) Part 1

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September 13, 2010 by Bewitched Southern Fox Comments (0)

6:30 am - I am OK. I am neither manic nor depressed. 10:30 am - Aggressively manic. I call my mother to tell her Sophie is scratching her ears so hard that she is having bald spots. My mother doesn't seem to care. She says call my father. My father insists that I wash Sophie's ears out with hydrogen peroxide and put Advantage Flea medication on ... (more)